Social Media Hiatus Day Fifteen

Aug. 15th, 2025 11:16 am
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I missed day fourteen because I fell asleep in my chair at my desk and decided bed would be a good idea.

Thusly today starts my 10 days off, technically 6 work days and 4 weekend days but it's important that it's all in one string of days. I've heard that it takes 3 to 5 days to fully relax on a vacation so I'm glad that I'll get to do that without the stress of traveling. I'll miss Long Beach, but this might be better. Time off from the parents, they'll have time off from me, so it's all good I think.

Yesterday was fine. The parents took off a day early so they could take 2 days over to Long Beach rather than one 8 to 9 hour shot. So I got home and it was quiet and I loved it.

I was able to button up one issue I wanted resolved before vacation so I was happy with that and the other hopefully will be fine. All day I was very much in the throes of short timers disease lol. I wanted to be out of there. Since I was online at 6 AM for a global town hall, I gave myself permission to leave an hour early and I remembered why I leave when I leave at work because traffic is shitty at that time of day.

Also, I broke my social media hiatus again by getting IG back because a group chat was started with my best ST friends because someone leaked the Even in Arcadia demo files and while we may never know who or why, I love the more raw feeling to Vessel's vocals. I am afraid that as an ST fan, I am one of those who likes behind the scenes stuff, up to and including knowing the band members names. I, however, will not share them publicly because that would be disrespectful to them. But if you also are this way, please message me so I can commiserate with you if you also know.

Anyway, I won't be on IG other than that chat so it will still like a hiatus lol. Semantics, am I right? XD

So yeah, this morning was crashing out to the vocals and the way the songs were before they were produced for the album and I am so grateful to hear Vessel's unfiltered, raw vocals and how the structure of the songs changed for the final product.

On other news, I spend a shitload of money on Taylor's new album preorder. I'm such a sucker. But also, the 30th anniversary of Selena's Dreaming of You album has new vinyl and CDs and I'm wasting money on collecting these as well. At least I didn't buy anymore Sleep Token vinyls lol. They also released some new vinyls and re-pressed some earlier variants.

Anyway, my biggest decision right now is if I want to get a newer car, or spend the money on my current SUV to fix her up. It's probably more prudent to fix her up, but it's just a pain. The plastic frame at the base of the driver's seat broke, so there's that. In addition to the AC, the stereo, AND new tires and wheels between $3k to $4k. So it's like, I have maybe another 3 years on this vehicle's engine and it will be $9k to $10k to replace that, so I don't know. $20k in the next 3 to 5 years to keep my vehicle up, or a payment on a $30k to $50k vehicle for the next 5 to 7 years that might last 10 years. As my mom said, it is my decision, but it sucks.

I think about how I used to talk about keeping my Acadia and just fixing it up but the reality of it is different. Especially with this vehicle. I don't know. I need to make a decision soon and I don't want to lol.

Recently, I've also been thinking about getting a will set up. Plus online legacy stuff, living will, power of attorney, etc. But all I have close to me are my parents. I have a couple of online friends that I think I can trust but man, it's such a pain. I should add it to my list of things to do lol. The ever growing list.

Well, I'm going to end it there for now. I may post later, I may wait until tomorrow. But I am on vacation and doing what I want right now, so it's whatever. Ta!
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A Wood Not Marked by Any Path (6958 words) by arboretum
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter
Additional Tags: Post-Episode: s03e13 The Wrath of the Lamb, Sleeping Together, Slow Burn, First Time
Summary:

The beast was his, whether he wanted it or not. And he did, he found, want it. He did.

Life after death: Will navigates his way through whatever mess he’s gotten himself into.

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Daybreak (70382 words) by TheObsidianQuill
Chapters: 10/10
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale, Talia Hale, Alan Deaton, Cora Hale
Additional Tags: Full Shift Werewolves, Underage - Freeform, They're both underage technically, Underage Drinking, Fluff and Angst, Sexual Content, First Time, mild violence, ptsd!stiles, Panic Attacks, Night Terrors, Mates, Time Travel, dorky & adorable Derek
Summary:

"There . . ." Stiles swallowed and looked down at the bottle in his grasp as he slowly swirled the amber liquid inside. "There's really nothing left. For me. Everyone is . . . gone, and it feels like I haven't thought of tomorrow in years." His words rang in the air like a gunshot, he took another heavy drink. "I would trade every last breath I take to just have another shot—not even a guarantee, just a chance to make things right and bring back even one of them."
-----

 

The pack was gone. He had nothing left. He had no one. With nothing to lose, Stiles puts everything on the line to go back in time to try to prevent the future from becoming his past. Broken, guarded, and haunted by his past, only one overgrown-pup of a wolf seems able to get past his defenses. Changing the future? Easy. Finding a place for himself in the Hale Pack? Impossible.

Social Media Hiatus Day Thirteen

Aug. 13th, 2025 09:27 pm
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Broke my social media hiatus because I saw in a Youtube short something about a horse breeder I follow (Katie Van Slyke) having to euthanize her yearling colt, Baby Seven. So I hopped on FB on the computer (which technically acceptable) to go to her page and now I'm sad.

Baby Seven was a horse that was born at 286 gestation, which is insane, because at that time frame the foal doesn't have cartilage formed fully yet. Katie said that usually if they are born before 300 days, it's not a birth but an abortion for some reason or another. But he survived and even tried standing. She made the decision to try and keep him going and he ended up at the University of Tennessee and they gained a lot of knowledge from him while working through the variety of problems he had growing. He had recently been at home, then back at UT for some additional procedures, and had just gotten back home this last week. He had some complications, possibly due to colic and he wasn't dealing well with the heat they have been dealing with, so they made the decision to let him go. He was just a year old.

Such a good boy. Such an amazing story.

Katie set up a scholarship with UT and the College of Veterinarian Medicine there for vet students and now is going to set up an endowment so that it will continue on under his name. Made me cry a little thinking about it. One of those stories that you hope the animal will succeed beyond all expectation but succumbing to something that takes down even the healthiest of equines.

At work had a meeting about a new to me workload that one of my boss's wants me and my colleague on. I'm kind of excited, a little trepidation, but ultimately looking forward to learning more about the platform and it's myriad options.

I have one more day at work and then I have 6 work days off for a total of 10 days altogether. I am looking forward to it. Peace and quiet while the parents drive over to Long Beach.
josilverdragon: (TW Sterek floor)
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If I Could Turn Back Time (5502 words) by Menacherie
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski
Additional Tags: Alternate Reality
Summary:

Stiles wakes up in a world in which Kate Argent was never born.

josilverdragon: (TW Derek Hale Alpha)
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Hide Of A Life War (26105 words) by Etharei
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Sheriff Stilinski, Derek Hale, Scott McCall (Teen Wolf), Erica Reyes, Vernon Boyd, Isaac Lahey, Peter Hale
Additional Tags: Suspense, Crimes & Criminals, Hostage Situation, Alpha Derek, BAMF!Stiles, Angst and Humor, Family, stilinkski feels, Pack Family, implied underage (past), Misunderstandings
Summary:

“We have received confirmation that there is a hostage situation in progress at a warehouse compound two hours out of Los Angeles, following a multiple-vehicle pileup on Highway 101 this morning...”

The one in which Stiles has lived to (legal) adulthood and, along the way, become a bit of a badass himself.

Social Media Hiatus Day Twelve

Aug. 13th, 2025 06:42 am
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Technically day 13 but I didn't make a post yesterday because I was working on my notion fanfiction database and then went to bed early. Reason for that was due to getting added to a meeting series that is at 5:45 AM Pacific/8:45 AM Eastern. Work has decided that they are going to add me and my colleague to a new platform for support and yeah. Fun times for this night owl.

When I told Mom about it, she was like "Well, you've been wanting to get up earlier and get in the office earlier." Not exactly the early I wanted but whatever.

Not much more than that going on. The parents are leaving a day early for vacation so they can take two days for travel, versus doing the 9 hours in a whole stretch. This is for Mom's comfort as her ability to travel has to include some rest time. It's hard on her body as it is. So I'll have an extra day to myself. Who knows if they'll do the same on the other side, but I feel like they will. When it was assumed I would be traveling with them, we had talked about this as well but they hadn't decided if that was what they were going to do.

I don't have a lot of resentment that I don't get to go but there is some. At least the heat here won't be so bad. I'll miss the weather at Long Beach though.

Yeah, not much else to report today. I don't miss socmeds. I had a couple moments yesterday where I wanted to look at something on IG or FB or Twit but it wasn't important. I'm not sure how I'm going to navigate returning but I'm sure I'm overthinking it.
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Nothing Else Matters (13551 words) by alma_gloriosa
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James T. Kirk/Spock
Characters: James T. Kirk, Spock, Leonard McCoy, Nyota Uhura, Kodos
Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Tarsus IV, Hurt!Jim, Vain Jim
Summary:

Nyota thinks Kirk is just vain. Spock isn't as sure. When a new mission leads to strange behavior from the captain, Spock wants to know what's going on, and how he can help - if Jim will let him.

Social Media Hiatus Day Eleven

Aug. 11th, 2025 08:54 pm
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Day Eleven started out okay and ended okay. My arm is bothering me, getting little tingles like there's a nerve pinched. Just goes hand in hand with my freaking carpal tunnel I've been trying to get a handle on. It's slow going though. So I have to force myself to sit straight as opposed to hunched over, which is vastly more comfortable. I mean, sitting upright isn't uncomfortable, it's just. . . my modus operandi is slouching lol. I need to get in to see a massage therapist and maybe a chiropractor if needed. I really wish Dr. Mondragon of YT fame lived closer, aka not in Florida. Regardless, when I next see my nurse practitioner, I'll have to have her make some recommendations.

I know I need to get moving more but it's just. . . hot and I have so little time anyways that it annoys me that I have to make any commitment to spending an hour or two doing exercise once or twice or three times a week. I wanted to do swimming but I can't freaking find the goggles or the nose plug I bought and I know I didn't throw them away or give them away. I wouldn't! But I stashed them someplace "safe" and now I can't, for the life of me, find them. Knowing me, they are in some place under something else and I just haven't gotten it yet.

Apparently it's part ranting post tonight lol )
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CSI: Beacon Hills (8243 words) by Jerakeen
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Sheriff Stilinski, Isaac Lahey, Bobby Finstock, Greenberg, Laura Hale
Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Canon-Typical Violence, Community: cottoncandy_bingo, Forensics, Mates, Protective Derek, Oblivious Stiles, Alternate Universe - Law Enforcement, Podfic Available, Deputy Derek Hale, CSI Stiles, Translation Available
Series: Part 7 of Author's Favorites, Part 7 of Jerakeen's Bondfic (a list)
Summary: Back when Stiles was in high school Beacon Hills didn't have a crime lab, because they simply didn't need one. Those were the days.


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This is Ridiculous (35818 words) by zosofi
Chapters: 6/6
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski, Vernon Boyd/Erica Reyes, Allison Argent/Scott McCall, Lydia Martin/Jackson Whittemore
Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale, Scott McCall, Allison Argent, Jackson Whittemore, Lydia Martin, Danny Māhealani, Vernon Boyd, Isaac Lahey, Erica Reyes, Sheriff Stilinski, Alan Deaton
Additional Tags: Humor, Romance, Future Fic, Unicorns, Mythical Beings & Creatures, Violence, BAMF!Stiles
Summary:

There's a unicorn in Beacon Hills. A fricken' unicorn. In fricken' Beacon Hills, California. And it turns out that unicorns aren't drawn towards virgins in a happy-go-lucky let-me-lay-my-not-at-all-metaphorical-horn-in-your-lap way. No. They kill them. And guess who's the only virgin idiotic enough to get sucked into the Beacon Hills supernatural scene? Stiles, that's who.

Social Media Hiatus Day Ten

Aug. 10th, 2025 10:09 am
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I have been working on removing those duplicated (triplicated lol) posts still and decided that I would make a playlist on YT of all the songs I referenced in the music section at the bottom of the journal entries and now I'm revisiting some of my favorites from twenty years ago lol. Well, nineteen. It's been a treat to listen to it between fixing sessions and remember why I liked them, or was listening to them. Some are from an internet radio site called Live365 (I have not yet looked to see if it still exists and I'm kind of afraid to) and some are from suggestions from friends on LJ and some those I stumbled upon in my own search for music. And from the various music blogs that would share Japanese pop and rock releases.

My phone said I used my phone 5 hours more than last week and I'm like yeah, I've been reading on it LOL. All fanfiction. It's a lot nicer to read on my phone without all the socmed app notifs and I have been READING and READING and I cannot complain because it's been the best. All that socmed time now on what I really wanted to do, which is read. The downside is I've been reading at work, so instead of wasting time on socmeds, I'm reading fanfic lol. I still get my work done, but yeah. It's just hilarious to me that I would be using my phone MORE and using LESS energy to do it. My phone battery is AMAZING. I'm at 56% and the last time my phone was charged at 100% was at 3pm YESTERDAY.

***CAT BREAK: Pele felt the need to sit upon me, which makes it hard to type lol.***

I checked my phone and yesterday I was on ReadEra Premium (my ebook/fanfic epub reading app) 6 hours and 40 minutes. Haha.

I know when my hiatus is done that I'll be re-adding Twitter because two of my closest friends are on that app and that's how I interact with them the most. I'll probably re-add IG and FB because of Sleep Token archiving and we'll go from there. I'm not sure what I'll do moving forward but I would like to continue to use DW because, as I've written before, it's so nice just to write. Just to feel through things and write.

I'm also considering finding my old journals and adding them, post-dated so they don't show up on reading pages, but an electronic record of some of my earlier, more cringey journal writings LOL. We'll see. I still have to finish fixing the triplication issue, add the fanfic posts, add my poetry, maybe add some tumblr stuff (more than the fanfic stuff) but maybe I might do that at some point. We shall see.

KAARMAA

Aug. 10th, 2025 08:16 am
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I have Randy Feltface in my brain. He did this 3 and a half minute monologue in his "Randy Writes a Novel" special about Ernest Hemingway and he says "Karma" in such a way that has stuck in my head. Below is the full special but I've linked it to start at the Hemingway bit.



I have watched most of the videos available on his YT channel and still need to see "Randy is Sober" and one other one that I think is out there. Anyway, I'm obsessed lol.
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The Hollow Moon (180079 words) by thepsychicclam
Chapters: 10/10
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Characters: Cora Hale, Sheriff Stilinski, Lydia Martin, Scott McCall, Jackson Whittemore, Danny Māhealani, Liam Dunbar, Mason Hewitt, Hayden Romero, Kira Yukimura, Jordan Parrish
Additional Tags: Memory Alteration, Memory Loss, Depression, Anxiety, Future Fic, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon through end of season 4, Fix-It, Lydia Martin & Stiles Stilinski Friendship, Cora Hale & Stiles Stilinski Friendship, Nightmares, Post-Nogitsune Stiles Stilinski, Slow Burn, Slow Build, Wolf Derek, Cooking, Canon-Typical Violence
Summary:

It's the summer after Stiles' first year of college, and he's working a crappy job and dealing with nightmares and anxiety - but he's okay, he swears. He makes it through most days without too much trouble. Then, a certain werewolf comes back into town. Which Stiles doesn't care about, nope, not at all.

After two and a half years, Derek returns to Beacon Hills with his small Pack. Though he tried to move on, something just kept drawing him back to Beacon Hills, he's just not sure what. Now, he figures he can start building something like a life - but he keeps getting distracted by Stiles Stilinski of all people.

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Stilinski's Home for Wayward Wolves (35197 words) by owlpostagain
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Derek Hale, Scott McCall, Isaac Lahey, Allison Argent, Lydia Martin, Jackson Whittemore, Erica Reyes, Vernon Boyd, Sheriff Stilinski
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Slow Build, Pack Dynamics, Pack Feels, Friendship, Canon-Type Violence, Kidnapping, Seriously So Many Tropes, Tropes Everywhere
Summary:

“At least your puppies knock first,” Stiles snorts. “Here I thought their alpha raised them to be well-mannered.”

“There’s a sign,” Derek responds stiffly.

Stiles, whose curiosity outweighs even his hardest of grudges, abandons his chilly façade of nonchalance in a heartbeat. He jumps right up and all but pushes Derek out of the way in his effort to get to the window, and sure enough when he leans outside there’s a laminated strip of cardstock duct taped to the vinyl siding:

DON’T FORGET TO KNOCK Stiles gets cranky when we scare him

---

Or, in which Stiles Stilinski moves to Beacon Hills for his junior year of high school and accidentally adopts a pack of teenage werewolves.

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You Have to Want It (51128 words) by forestofbabel
Chapters: 23/23
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Scott McCall, Jackson Whittemore, Isaac Lahey, Erica Reyes, Vernon Boyd, Lydia Martin, Allison Argent, Peter Hale, Cora Hale, Chris Argent, Sheriff Stilinski, Marin Morrell, Alan Deaton, Matt Daehler, Braeden (Teen Wolf), Deucalion
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Wolf!Stiles, Werewolf!Stiles, Magic!Stiles
Summary:

“Do you. Want. The Bite?” Peter repeated, as if he were talking to a child, "Yes or no?"

“I don’t want to be like you,” Stiles said with conviction, but Peter could hear past the words.

The kid may believe he was telling the truth, but Stiles was only lying to himself, and Peter knew it. Here, the alpha smirked, a predatory gaze fixed on the boy's body. “I wasn’t really asking.”

No Other Love (18745 words) by Idday

Aug. 8th, 2025 03:33 pm
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No Other Love (18745 words) by Idday
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Laura Hale, Scott McCall, Isaac Lahey, Allison Argent, Lydia Martin, Sheriff Stilinski, Peter Hale
Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Derek Feels, Resurrection, Alive Laura Hale, Alpha Laura, Laura Hale & Stiles Stilinski Friendship, Developing Relationship, Panic Attacks, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Derek's Past Consent Issues
Summary:

And maybe it’s irony, or the universe at work, or maybe it’s just Derek Hale’s shitty luck, but that’s when, at that exact moment (as Stiles will swear later), there’s a knock on the door.
“Laura?” Derek breathes in disbelief, and Stiles feels his own face fall into confused slackness.
Because the girl standing in the doorway? The last time Stiles had seen her—or, well, half of her—she’d been very naked, and very, very dead.
“Hey, baby bro,” she says with a grin.
...
OR: The one where Laura comes back from the dead, and it turns out to be bad for Stiles, because he’s suddenly spending a lot of quality time with one of the coolest people he’s ever met, and her brother. The guy that he might be just a little in love with.
He's not okay.

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And This, Your Living Kiss (56972 words) by opal_bullets
Chapters: 7/7
Fandom: Supernatural
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester, Donna Hanscum/Jody Mills, Kaia Nieves/Claire Novak
Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Eileen Leahy, Jack Kline, Kevin Tran, Missouri Moseley, Bobby Singer, Karen Singer, Rufus Turner, Charlie Bradbury
Additional Tags: Poetry, Writer Dean Winchester, Professor Castiel (Supernatural), Alternate Universe - College/University, John Winchester's A+ Parenting, Mentions of past prostitution, Mentions of Cancer, Angst with a Happy Ending, deancaspinefest
Series: Part 1 of And This, Your Living Kiss
Summary:

Only a very few people in the world know that the celebrated and reclusive poet Jack Allen is just Kansas mechanic Dean Winchester, a high school dropout with a few bucks to his name. Not that it matters anymore; life has left him so wrung out he never wants to pick up another pen.

Until, that is, a string of coincidences leads Dean to audit a poetry course with one Dr. Castiel Novak. The professor is wildly intelligent, devastatingly handsome...and just so happens to be academia's foremost expert on the poetry of Jack Allen.

Social Media Hiatus Day 8

Aug. 8th, 2025 11:19 am
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It is somewhat lonely here. But that's to be expected when this form of internet community is 10 to 15 years out of vogue. I keep hitting the random journal or random community option on this site to see if it's someone I might be interested in following but with the exception of one, the rest have been misses. And even the one I added is just someone blogging their days and there's no problem, it's just to see someone post regularly on my friends page. (EDIT to add: Now two.)

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